July 2010
I love the Cello <3
More Old Stuff..
Maybe its about time that I stop hiding what it’s inside, that I stop pretending that everything is okay when it never is. But I am afraid, confused, alone, and angry. There is a lot of anger that I have kept inside. I cannot open up, not even to those I call family who aren’t even of blood relation. No one would understand. No one even suspects how much anger, and loneliness...
Old Stuff I found..
I was going through my old myspace and I found this letter I blogged about a guy I fell for a while back. It was surreal…
Dear Love,
I have been trying so hard to get you to notice how I feel. I have spent hours every night wondering if maybe you feel the same way. But try as I might I cannot seem to make you understand. Is it because you love someone else? Is it because you cannot care for...
Expectations Blow...
I’m a city girl. That’s always been a given. I was born and raised in L.A and I always saw myself attending a school in laid-back Cali or (after I went to Nerd Camp) on the fast-paced east coast. I’d have loved to attend UCLA, Upenn or my favorite NYU. But that just didn’t happen. So I’ll end up staying in Texas instead. It was dream shattering at first. I spent alot...
